as of now,

last post,
doesnt serve its purpose anymore liao,
ns has nothing fun to talk about,

:) take care all,

Mind-full,,,

the whole day just seem to pass by,
didnt do much,
couldnt do my work too,,

you'll never know unless tried,

when the tough get going,
i should get going too,,
work work work,,,

easy said then done,
i must,,

Weird Week-ed,,,

this week,,,
nothing much happened,,,
slacked like nobody's business,,,
has its good and bad,,,
depends on how you see it bahs,
since people tot it might be a good thing,
it isnt when,,,

went around singapore,,
wouldnt say the trips were bad,
it was useful lahs,,
learned quite alot,
interacted with people there,
realised things were rather different,
from what i've seem till then,
from different perspective,

im not really prepared,
im not really sure,
im thinking,

am i ready?
for this responsiblility?
for what i set for myself?
for the difference i've to make in others life?
for what i always say i would do when i become one?

am i,,,
up to it?

im worried,,
im thinking,,
im thinking,,
im thinking,,
too much le,,,

do i?

Something to Ponder,

always bear in mind,
that you are nothing,
cos when you're something,
thats when you'll find your worth,

time factor,
its always against you,
thats when everything goes,
cos time doesnt stay,
work against time,
plan,
thats what i learnt,
and have to do everyday in army,
tired in some ways,
but, continue to push on,
i've got to,,,
im really tired,,, wake up your idea joe,,
i realised,,,
how irritating i can get,,
i dont like,,,

i wanna be something,
i wanna be that person who understands someone,
i wanna be able to offer suggestions,
solutions,
i wanna be a pc,
will i be able to?
even till after that,
can i really be that?
isnt that what i wanted?
to be commissioned?
and to be a good officer?