Weird Week-ed,,,

this week,,,
nothing much happened,,,
slacked like nobody's business,,,
has its good and bad,,,
depends on how you see it bahs,
since people tot it might be a good thing,
it isnt when,,,

went around singapore,,
wouldnt say the trips were bad,
it was useful lahs,,
learned quite alot,
interacted with people there,
realised things were rather different,
from what i've seem till then,
from different perspective,

im not really prepared,
im not really sure,
im thinking,

am i ready?
for this responsiblility?
for what i set for myself?
for the difference i've to make in others life?
for what i always say i would do when i become one?

am i,,,
up to it?

im worried,,
im thinking,,
im thinking,,
im thinking,,
too much le,,,

do i?