as of now,

last post,
doesnt serve its purpose anymore liao,
ns has nothing fun to talk about,

:) take care all,

Mind-full,,,

the whole day just seem to pass by,
didnt do much,
couldnt do my work too,,

you'll never know unless tried,

when the tough get going,
i should get going too,,
work work work,,,

easy said then done,
i must,,

Weird Week-ed,,,

this week,,,
nothing much happened,,,
slacked like nobody's business,,,
has its good and bad,,,
depends on how you see it bahs,
since people tot it might be a good thing,
it isnt when,,,

went around singapore,,
wouldnt say the trips were bad,
it was useful lahs,,
learned quite alot,
interacted with people there,
realised things were rather different,
from what i've seem till then,
from different perspective,

im not really prepared,
im not really sure,
im thinking,

am i ready?
for this responsiblility?
for what i set for myself?
for the difference i've to make in others life?
for what i always say i would do when i become one?

am i,,,
up to it?

im worried,,
im thinking,,
im thinking,,
im thinking,,
too much le,,,

do i?

Something to Ponder,

always bear in mind,
that you are nothing,
cos when you're something,
thats when you'll find your worth,

time factor,
its always against you,
thats when everything goes,
cos time doesnt stay,
work against time,
plan,
thats what i learnt,
and have to do everyday in army,
tired in some ways,
but, continue to push on,
i've got to,,,
im really tired,,, wake up your idea joe,,
i realised,,,
how irritating i can get,,
i dont like,,,

i wanna be something,
i wanna be that person who understands someone,
i wanna be able to offer suggestions,
solutions,
i wanna be a pc,
will i be able to?
even till after that,
can i really be that?
isnt that what i wanted?
to be commissioned?
and to be a good officer?

army life...

:) :( -_-zzZzz

why do i start off with this kinda faces?
thats simply because thats the faces i had in OCS.
smiles, sads, and sleep.

its been super duper long since the last update,
like 3mths?
jus didnt really had the time to update le bahs..
book-outs are a privilege. =)

within this 3 months, many things happened.

what i can say is, life is never smooth..
but its up to each individual to make it the way they want.
i believe that things can make a difference,
if you are willing to be that difference to begin with.

i am.

life in OCS, its been tough, yet fun at the same time.
there were times when we had simply no time,
for our personal stuffs, for our army stuffs, for everything.
there were times when we had no rest,
trainings after trainings.
runs after runs.
route marches after route marches.
even when your whole body aches.
you'll still carry on with the activities.
sometimes to the extent that we dread going down.
and prays for rain or CAT1 siren.
but. we've gone through them.
and thats what makes us stronger. much stronger.

thats when the moral support from friends and loved ones,
they come into play.
encouragements, all the "hows things.", "hows today?",
some may not know, but all these matters alot to me.
all the jiayous and even the teasing of an early greeting,
"Sir", it helps pushes me on, so that i dont disappoint anyone.

thank you! :)

life will get tougher, it definitely will.
more field camps, more physical activities.
overseas trips. taiwan. brunei.
its gonna be a long yet short peroid of time.
3months has passed alr. whats another 6months then.

changes.
its confusing.
things that suddenly come.
you've got to adapt to it.
even if things might not seem to be the way.
i believe that if you hold on.
if you are willing, we'll be great.
are you willing to press on?
are you willing to hold on?

please.

having negative feelings.
its disheartening.
shoo!
dont come dont come!
:) i must remain the way i am.
hahaha... smiles!=))

it wont be long,
till we get there!
jiayous! :)