army life...

:) :( -_-zzZzz

why do i start off with this kinda faces?
thats simply because thats the faces i had in OCS.
smiles, sads, and sleep.

its been super duper long since the last update,
like 3mths?
jus didnt really had the time to update le bahs..
book-outs are a privilege. =)

within this 3 months, many things happened.

what i can say is, life is never smooth..
but its up to each individual to make it the way they want.
i believe that things can make a difference,
if you are willing to be that difference to begin with.

i am.

life in OCS, its been tough, yet fun at the same time.
there were times when we had simply no time,
for our personal stuffs, for our army stuffs, for everything.
there were times when we had no rest,
trainings after trainings.
runs after runs.
route marches after route marches.
even when your whole body aches.
you'll still carry on with the activities.
sometimes to the extent that we dread going down.
and prays for rain or CAT1 siren.
but. we've gone through them.
and thats what makes us stronger. much stronger.

thats when the moral support from friends and loved ones,
they come into play.
encouragements, all the "hows things.", "hows today?",
some may not know, but all these matters alot to me.
all the jiayous and even the teasing of an early greeting,
"Sir", it helps pushes me on, so that i dont disappoint anyone.

thank you! :)

life will get tougher, it definitely will.
more field camps, more physical activities.
overseas trips. taiwan. brunei.
its gonna be a long yet short peroid of time.
3months has passed alr. whats another 6months then.

changes.
its confusing.
things that suddenly come.
you've got to adapt to it.
even if things might not seem to be the way.
i believe that if you hold on.
if you are willing, we'll be great.
are you willing to press on?
are you willing to hold on?

please.

having negative feelings.
its disheartening.
shoo!
dont come dont come!
:) i must remain the way i am.
hahaha... smiles!=))

it wont be long,
till we get there!
jiayous! :)